Tuesday, October 27, 2009
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Hmmm . Just cant stop crying . I tink tht fer the time being i wish to be alone . Heard tht u cried ...... Dun cry nah and dun sad too . i oso no angry or wad . i just nid time be alone . later cry liao ur ahmao dun wan you ar . :3
caring and loving someone is really tired. and i really need a rest now......
Monday, October 26, 2009
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just saw someone post . whn i saw the post i felt .......... nothing can express my feeling whn i saw tht post . actually she only tink tht i'm treating her as a spare tire . i got nth to sae . the feeling was like so dam ........ its ok to let her tink of tht ba . she tink tht fer me boyfriend are more important thn fren . but ....... why should i be crying now and keep tinkin of tht whn she ordy liddat sae me . maybe tht i just dunno how to care fer others ba . i'm just freakin upset now . maybe u all will tink tht i haf a fckin attitude ma . ya i agree i do haf a fckin attitude . but u all tink tht i dun wanna change meh . i'm tryin my best to change . Cos of my attitude i lost almost all of my fren . *a hongster is always a hongster* tis is wad i told u . cos i reali dun wan u to get hurt agn and u keep calling me a hongster . whn i didnt hong . do u know how i feel ma? i'm trying to be myself . but i just cant . i'm always acting crazy acting childish . cos i dun wan ppl to worry bout me too . my past is worst . i dun wanna tink of tht . but u keep remind me of my past . tink i like being a hongster? i become a hongster is cos I'M SCARE! i'm scare of getting hurt . i too haf a weak side of me . if u sae tht i dun care bout u fine thn . i wont bother gif ani dam to it animore . i'm reali stress and tired le . i dun wanna gif ani dam bout anitink animore le . i wont shed a tears fer u all animore . tis will be my last time crying. i'm really tired le .
i hate being myself . i hate myself . just wish tht i'm not born to tis world
Friday, October 23, 2009
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Long time since i post x.x Ytd dam sick . keep vomit n bian bian Thn mummy bring me go see doctor . doctor gif me injection x.x Thn now my hand beri pain x.x Ytd sleep fer the whole dae x.x Lik piq sia thn now oso feel like sleepin Ytd hungry die me doctor sae i cannot eat Only can drink plain water . sick die me
I miss my baby alot . He tis piq now should be sleepin ba . My baby is pig pig :3 Baby i love you , i miss you <33
Ps : HY Thanks Fer Being My Fren For So Long .I Know You Wont See Dao Tis De.^^
Sunday, October 11, 2009
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Everyone is changing . From good to bad . From bad to good . They'r all changing . Should i just change to ? I knw tht i'm childish . But if i'm mature isit a better tink for me ? Or will i be making my life worst ?
Ps ;ting and bin i know that the two of you saying me and him wont last . Well i'm not the li wen u all used know . For now i just want tis relationship to keep on going . (; Cos thr's no point to tink so much for now .