Wednesday, July 28, 2010
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i really dunno wad to do now . cheer up ? how to . if change to you were me you cheer up give me see lo . cheer up saying easier than done. you people dont like me to be with him right ? fine than i WONT FREAKING bother him anymore liao le . happy with my answer ma?
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Friday, July 23, 2010
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no matter wad happen you'll still be my zhu zhu right? you say that you didnt mean what you say on 2nd july right? i just hope that i can have you by my side again . even if it is for now ... i really can't do it w/o you ... i've tried to forget bout you , but i just can't . no matter what happen i really hope that you can be with me ...
even if it is for now i still wanna be with you please don't push me away anymore please don't say those words to me anymore too cause you mean everything to me i really need you by my side please...
Friday, July 2, 2010
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feel like closing this blog ... hope that i can really forget about you ba ... since you already say studies is more important ... in your heart i think i'm in the last place ba ... this time i really need to let go le even when i dont want to ... letting go is my only choice ... seriously i hate it ... but if u want me to ... i will let go and try to move on without you ...
ure the only person that i will love . but .... u want me to hate you and dont love you sorry i cant make it . why the both of us just cannot be together ? u keep say that find someone else but i really dont want . why must you keep say this kind of thinks to hurt me . u keep ask me i understand anot . why dont u ask back yourself do u know wad i want anot? keep pushing me away is wad ure doing right now . and i hate the feeling . u say that u dont wanna hurt me anymore but i can tell u right now youre hurting me again and this time it really hurts . just like i'm being born to get hurt .... used to the feeling le .... I LOVE GETTING HURT!!!! lalalalalalala .......
and and when the time i go ur blog and see when i saw the slot thn put thinks about me is totally removed i felt so sad ...... tatas ~~~~~